I need to go ahead and win the Lottery.
It'll make planning easier and cause less stress.
I understand I have a better chance of being struck by lightening in the North Pole, which is far away from where I sit, than of actually winning the Lottery but that's not stopping me.
I have tremendous faith and know God will make certain I win at the right time with the right amount ... not too much but not too little ... and everything is going to work out fine.
As a matter of fact, I have much faith in God making it happen I don't even have my own special numbers like our anniversary or the kids birthdays.
I figure God will make it happen regardless of such things so I just get the "Quick Pick."
It's God's will.
In the meantime, I'm just living as though I've already won the Lottery, pretty much doing what I want ... when I want ... and with who I want.
Sure my check book consists mostly zeros on the wrong side of an actual number and my accountant burst into tears whenever he sees me, but I'm of the opinion that if you believe it ... it'll come true.
Besides God's got my back.
It's not I'm going to spend the money frivolously or anything.
I'm not going to buy clothes or silly things like that because who really needs them? The car I drive is fine though I may get cloth falling from the roof tacked back up. And the windows that don't open in the house will probably get replaced though they work fine in the winter.
Though if it's God's will that I win "Mega-Millions" I'll likely buy Delta Airlines so I can fire everybody or pay off Congress so they'll just stay home and not bother us anymore.
But I'm not planning on "Mega-Millions" because God and I both know I don't need that much.
I just need enough to keep doing what I'm doing now.
Well ... and buy a House Boat with an icemaker, large screen plasma television, large kitchen and a great bedroom.
Oh ... and I'll need another smaller one for Sarah's girls which will be tethered 30 feet behind ours so we can hear them they call.
Oh ... and one more for my kids when they come to visit!
Other than that, I'll just keep being my usual humble, satisfied self and the only difference is this wonderful lifestyle will finally be adequately financed!
Oh ... and I'd hire Dicky Trotter to take all of my calls so he can decide if it's Gods will if I make investments, personal or otherwise, in all of my new best friends.
Anyway that's the plan.
Sometime today, I need to ride my old rusty bicycle up to Chu's so God can do the "Quick pick" for me again this week.
It's just a matter of God's timing now.