For decades I knocked around Savannah City Hall, the County Courthouse, the Georgia State Capitol, Congress and every single Department of the U.S. Government (H.U.D. is by far the worst damn place to visit in America while the Library of Congress is pretty sweet!).
I love Savannah, tolerate Atlanta and really like hanging around the Mall in Washington D.C.
If you do politics you're always hurrying up to wait. So my ass has occupied chairs waiting on Mayors, Councilpersons, Legislators, Congressmen and Senators. I've been with three Presidents and Congressman Jack Kingston once chewed me out in front of Mitt Romney who may or may not be President.
It was in Atlanta and Jack was endorsing Mitt for something or another as I was making my to occupy another chair waiting on one of the chosen members of the Elect.
"Elliott," Kingston bellowed, "I need to talk to you."
"Shit," I muttered because I knew what it was about. Nevertheless I made my way to Jack and the man who may or may not be President.
"Elliott, it is proper protocol that if Congress is going to give you money you should at least ASK THE CONGRESSMAN!"."
"I knew you busy," I replied. "I didn't want to bother you."
"My office orchestrated giving you quarter-of-a-million dollars and I read about it in the bill that HAS ALREADY BEEN AUTHORIZED!"
"You have a great staff," I said. "They handled it so you could concentrate on more important things."
Romney watched this exchange.
"I gotta go Jack," I told him. "I'm late for somebody whose going to make me wait," and I took off losing myself in the crowd.
The $250,000 was money for mentally ill people in Savannah.
In politics you win or lose battles in a war that never ends.
I agree with Bob Dylan who was agreeing with Samuel Johnson ... "Politics is the last refuge to which a scoundrel clings."
I know that's cynical. I have lots of friends who are into politics and have been elected to something.
Shirley Sessions is one of my dearest friends!
The last time I saw Jack I was tailgating at a University of Georgia football game and he walked up.
"Hey Mike," he said obviously wanting to take a break from the crowd he was working.
"Hey Jack," I said shaking his hand. "You want a beer?"
He shook his head. "I'm working."
"Bummer," I answered putting the beer back in the cooler.
He went back to shaking hands and kissing ass as I took another swig of Michelob.
My son and friend Jeremy was sitting beside me. At the time I was pretty fragile having left the work, dealing with a marriage that had left me engulfed in a weariness that I didn't how to handle.
"You miss it Dad?" I remember him asking.
Holding the Michelob to my lips I watched Jack working the crowd at a football game because he believes he's making a difference. Sometimes he does. Most times he doesn't. He refuses to quit though.
I looked at my son and, "Sometimes."
Thursday, October 18, 2012
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Starting Work
The day begins in the dark as I crawl out of bed trying not to step on the dogs as I grab my towel and toothbrush making my way downstairs. Sneaking into Laurel's room, I wake her and then stumble to the outdoor shower and am baptized in the hot water as I stare at a black sky full of brilliant stars.
At this point I say the first prayer of the day. There are no words ... just feelings about protecting those I love and letting this day be a happy one for all of them ... that it be productive and useful ... I hope I do far more good than bad ... when the sun goes down and stars come out tonight I can look upon the day and along with God say, "It is good."
Climbing up the stars, Laurel is dressed and waiting in the dark. I throw on clothes, kiss the top of Sarah's sleeping head and we head to The Breakfast Club. Laurel likes cheeseburgers for breakfast and I've promised her one a week. We take our stools and she sort of sits on hers while also sitting on me at the same time.
Ryan walks over and pretends to pour coffee in her hot chocolate.
They stare at one another. Laurel smiles but doesn't say anything. Ryan laughingly calls her "Burger Head" and walks away.
Laurel's impatient about her burgers. She keeps asking when it will be done. I tell her when it's finished.
When it's done, she's handed a to-box and we leave money on the counter and leave. Everyone wishes me and "Burger Head" a good day.
The morning's second is a group prayer as words are spoken.
Back home Laurel asks me to cut her burger in half. As I do she takes the lettuce off while pouring more ketchup on.
"Why did you order lettuce if you're not going to eat it?"
Looking at me sheepishly she explains, "I didn't want them to think I was only getting onion and ketchup on it."
Understandingly I nod my head.
Now its time to drive Maddie to school. Maddie is a girly girl and is forever late as she's getting ready. I say out loud that she's going to be late and while this means nothing to her, once Sarah reinforces it Maddie is ready.
She hugs Sarah good-bye and they linger. Then Sarah hugs me and tells me to be careful. Then she and Maddie hug again. These are the morning's third set of prayers and we've moved from feeling to words to hugs in their progression.
The drive to school consist of a blaring radio blasting Hymns by Lady Gaga (if its Maddie's station) or the Greg Kihn Band (if it's mine). Few words are spoken. When we get to school, she opens the door and looks at me and says "Thank you Mike."
The forth prayer of the morning is one of Thanksgiving.
"Thank you Maddie," I say as she shuts the door so she says it again.
The drive home is always delightful on the causeway through the marsh. I am mindful of the changing of the season as the marsh grass turns from green to golden. Things are changing. As I top the Lazaratto Bridge, shrimp boats are to my right and the ocean on my left. I stare at the ocean and it makes me feel small and insignificant in the universe. It's the fifth prayer. I am humbled before the majesty of God.
Back home Cassidy is up having breakfast. She's running behind as she always is. Stuffing strudel in her mouth she wants to play. Sarah sits across from her writing birthday invitations for her upcoming party.
The morning suddenly explodes as Sarah rushes Cass and Laurel to the car. They tell me goodbye and to have a good day at work. I hug Sarah and tell her to be careful and the morning routine has come full circle. The morning's third prayer is repeated by the one who received it.
Now the house is quiet. I take my place on the beloved back deck and fire up the computer. Goddess lays under my dangling feet and Winston, the little gay dog, settles down nearby as I pray the morning's final prayers.
"Hey God! Bring them all back safe. Make my kids feel my love today. I'm scared about the future but pretty certain about today. Let's kick some ass!"
The sun breaks above the house behind ours and brilliant yellow rays battle with clouds to shine down upon me. The war of the children of light and the children of darkness has begun.
Morning prayers are over.
Work has started.
At this point I say the first prayer of the day. There are no words ... just feelings about protecting those I love and letting this day be a happy one for all of them ... that it be productive and useful ... I hope I do far more good than bad ... when the sun goes down and stars come out tonight I can look upon the day and along with God say, "It is good."
Climbing up the stars, Laurel is dressed and waiting in the dark. I throw on clothes, kiss the top of Sarah's sleeping head and we head to The Breakfast Club. Laurel likes cheeseburgers for breakfast and I've promised her one a week. We take our stools and she sort of sits on hers while also sitting on me at the same time.
Ryan walks over and pretends to pour coffee in her hot chocolate.
They stare at one another. Laurel smiles but doesn't say anything. Ryan laughingly calls her "Burger Head" and walks away.
Laurel's impatient about her burgers. She keeps asking when it will be done. I tell her when it's finished.
When it's done, she's handed a to-box and we leave money on the counter and leave. Everyone wishes me and "Burger Head" a good day.
The morning's second is a group prayer as words are spoken.
Back home Laurel asks me to cut her burger in half. As I do she takes the lettuce off while pouring more ketchup on.
"Why did you order lettuce if you're not going to eat it?"
Looking at me sheepishly she explains, "I didn't want them to think I was only getting onion and ketchup on it."
Understandingly I nod my head.
Now its time to drive Maddie to school. Maddie is a girly girl and is forever late as she's getting ready. I say out loud that she's going to be late and while this means nothing to her, once Sarah reinforces it Maddie is ready.
She hugs Sarah good-bye and they linger. Then Sarah hugs me and tells me to be careful. Then she and Maddie hug again. These are the morning's third set of prayers and we've moved from feeling to words to hugs in their progression.
The drive to school consist of a blaring radio blasting Hymns by Lady Gaga (if its Maddie's station) or the Greg Kihn Band (if it's mine). Few words are spoken. When we get to school, she opens the door and looks at me and says "Thank you Mike."
The forth prayer of the morning is one of Thanksgiving.
"Thank you Maddie," I say as she shuts the door so she says it again.
The drive home is always delightful on the causeway through the marsh. I am mindful of the changing of the season as the marsh grass turns from green to golden. Things are changing. As I top the Lazaratto Bridge, shrimp boats are to my right and the ocean on my left. I stare at the ocean and it makes me feel small and insignificant in the universe. It's the fifth prayer. I am humbled before the majesty of God.
Back home Cassidy is up having breakfast. She's running behind as she always is. Stuffing strudel in her mouth she wants to play. Sarah sits across from her writing birthday invitations for her upcoming party.
The morning suddenly explodes as Sarah rushes Cass and Laurel to the car. They tell me goodbye and to have a good day at work. I hug Sarah and tell her to be careful and the morning routine has come full circle. The morning's third prayer is repeated by the one who received it.
Now the house is quiet. I take my place on the beloved back deck and fire up the computer. Goddess lays under my dangling feet and Winston, the little gay dog, settles down nearby as I pray the morning's final prayers.
"Hey God! Bring them all back safe. Make my kids feel my love today. I'm scared about the future but pretty certain about today. Let's kick some ass!"
The sun breaks above the house behind ours and brilliant yellow rays battle with clouds to shine down upon me. The war of the children of light and the children of darkness has begun.
Morning prayers are over.
Work has started.
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
The Deleted
Sitting in the bright sunshine on a beautiful Monday morning in the corporate headquarters of Micheal Elliott Enterprises,
I was streaming WKYZ out of Key West and my bare feet were grooving on
the deck. My tee shirt has a bunch of sharks on it with a lone diver
descended between them. The caption reads "Test Your Faith". The black running shorts complete the ensemble meeting the company dress code.
In juxtaposition, I'm pretty intense and focused alternating stares between two I-phones and two different laptops. On one is my contact list and the other is flashing LinkedIn. One I-phone is opened to contacts and the other has messages buzzing pretty consistently.
Our new venture Let Us Tell It ( www.letustellit.com ) has me completely absorbed and it's almost 8:00 in the morning. The rising sun tops the house behind ours and rests in the branches of the Palm Tree with the Oyster face, coconut bra and grass skirt. The phone buzzes and someone has re-tweeted my tweet. I'll check it out later.
Wearing less than me, Sarah stumbles into the kitchen which also serves as our smaller conference room, for coffee. Yawning, she blows me a kiss and says "Morning."
After admiring the view, I mumble back and return to the task at hand ... purging and updating my contact list. I haven't done it since I was at Union Mission so there were hundreds of names to go through.
It is a thoughtful exercise.
Some were dead and each gave me pause. I celebrated the lives of most while others I couldn't hit the "delete" button fast enough sending them to wherever they end up.
There were many who used to be friends and colleagues but aren't anymore. The ties that had bound us tightly have long loosened. We no longer hold each other dear having moved on with our lives. They join the dead as I hit the "delete" button.
As I'm doing this, the little red flag on LinkedIn keeps popping up as people ask me "What's Up?", "Where you been?", and "Wanna get together for beers?"
Of course this makes me go back and "un-delete" some of "the deleted." They aren't so bad after all!
I go get my sunglasses and take the "Keep the Faith" tee shirt off. The sunshine is too bright for me to read past the glare of the computer screens. Hitting "Control P" I print out the list of "the deleted" and "the chosen ones."
The first is far larger than the second.
I linger over them both.
Then I throw the first one away.
Then I go back to work.
In juxtaposition, I'm pretty intense and focused alternating stares between two I-phones and two different laptops. On one is my contact list and the other is flashing LinkedIn. One I-phone is opened to contacts and the other has messages buzzing pretty consistently.
Our new venture Let Us Tell It ( www.letustellit.com ) has me completely absorbed and it's almost 8:00 in the morning. The rising sun tops the house behind ours and rests in the branches of the Palm Tree with the Oyster face, coconut bra and grass skirt. The phone buzzes and someone has re-tweeted my tweet. I'll check it out later.
Wearing less than me, Sarah stumbles into the kitchen which also serves as our smaller conference room, for coffee. Yawning, she blows me a kiss and says "Morning."
After admiring the view, I mumble back and return to the task at hand ... purging and updating my contact list. I haven't done it since I was at Union Mission so there were hundreds of names to go through.
It is a thoughtful exercise.
Some were dead and each gave me pause. I celebrated the lives of most while others I couldn't hit the "delete" button fast enough sending them to wherever they end up.
There were many who used to be friends and colleagues but aren't anymore. The ties that had bound us tightly have long loosened. We no longer hold each other dear having moved on with our lives. They join the dead as I hit the "delete" button.
As I'm doing this, the little red flag on LinkedIn keeps popping up as people ask me "What's Up?", "Where you been?", and "Wanna get together for beers?"
Of course this makes me go back and "un-delete" some of "the deleted." They aren't so bad after all!
I go get my sunglasses and take the "Keep the Faith" tee shirt off. The sunshine is too bright for me to read past the glare of the computer screens. Hitting "Control P" I print out the list of "the deleted" and "the chosen ones."
The first is far larger than the second.
I linger over them both.
Then I throw the first one away.
Then I go back to work.
Monday, October 15, 2012
Do it again David Ring
Sometimes death comes slowly and you have time to watch it take someone as they slowly slip away. Other times it slaps you hard in the face and kicks you in the stomach. On Sunday, beautiful day that the Lord had made, the Grim Reaper unexpectedly grabbed the throat of an entire island when he took David Ring.
David was larger than life.
Incredibly funny, it seemed as though he'd done everything. "I've got a 21 year old brain in an old man's body," he told me not too long ago.
It's true! He never lost celebrating life even when his body refused to cooperate with his wishes.
"My wife told me to come out from under that bed and fight like a man ," he said one morning at The Breakfast Club.
David brought laughter wherever he went.
Lord the stories that are being remembered!
One year Jennie Orr sponsored a Best Buns on the Beach competition to raise money for diabetes, which David had. So Johnny O, David and I were all corraled to partcipate. Johnny stood there stupidly in his underwear. I ripped off my robe displaying a bikini bathing suit. David stripped down to a pair of lady's leopord thongs. Jumping on a pinic table on the pier he danced and gyrated while people threw money at him for the cause.
Then a testical popped out.
David continued to dance so his wife Diane ran up and poked it back in.
"Did you see that," Johnny O asked.
"Yep. What do you say?"
David shattered the record for raising money for diatetes.
There are countless stories.
"I'll tell you something Micheal," he said a couple of weeks ago. "I've done everything I've ever wanted to do. I loved doing every bit but I have one regret."
"What's that?" I asked.
Cocking his head to one side while raising an eyebrow and flashing a half smile he explained, "I just wish I could do it all again."
Me too David.
I wish you could too.
David was larger than life.
Incredibly funny, it seemed as though he'd done everything. "I've got a 21 year old brain in an old man's body," he told me not too long ago.
It's true! He never lost celebrating life even when his body refused to cooperate with his wishes.
"My wife told me to come out from under that bed and fight like a man ," he said one morning at The Breakfast Club.
David brought laughter wherever he went.
Lord the stories that are being remembered!
One year Jennie Orr sponsored a Best Buns on the Beach competition to raise money for diabetes, which David had. So Johnny O, David and I were all corraled to partcipate. Johnny stood there stupidly in his underwear. I ripped off my robe displaying a bikini bathing suit. David stripped down to a pair of lady's leopord thongs. Jumping on a pinic table on the pier he danced and gyrated while people threw money at him for the cause.
Then a testical popped out.
David continued to dance so his wife Diane ran up and poked it back in.
"Did you see that," Johnny O asked.
"Yep. What do you say?"
David shattered the record for raising money for diatetes.
There are countless stories.
"I'll tell you something Micheal," he said a couple of weeks ago. "I've done everything I've ever wanted to do. I loved doing every bit but I have one regret."
"What's that?" I asked.
Cocking his head to one side while raising an eyebrow and flashing a half smile he explained, "I just wish I could do it all again."
Me too David.
I wish you could too.
Sunday, October 14, 2012
Part of the Future
"Hey Mike," John said as he and his wife stumbled into The Breakfast Club this morning. "I haven't seen you in while," he smiled shaking my hand.
He's a commerical realitor and we used to do a lot of business together. I bought a very entrepreneual spirit to homelessness and over the years collected and sold lots of buildings. It was great fun and I liked building or renovating them.
It's one of the things that I miss about what I used to do. I like doing deals. Things that aren't suppose to happen can and its a rush when they do!
Then there's the joy of watching someone who doesn't have a place to live or access to health care move in or get treated for the first time.
It's fun creating something out of nothing ... especially when nobody thinks you have a snowballs chance in hell!
Ted Turner recently said that if you're a betting person, ninety percent of all new ventures fail. So if you bet against them you're going to win ninety percent of the time. It's real easy to be a skeptic about someone else doing something."
Everything I've ever done in life people have lined up to bet against me.
So far they've lost.
So here I go again ... starting something new. I believe in it. I know the people I'm working with are the right people. I believe the wind is in our sails and there's smooth sailing ahead. I understand that God is with us.
Oftentimes, the past gets in your way. For a couple of years, it certainly got in mine.
But I'm a believer in the future. I'm a member of the ten percent who believe that dreams comes true in spite of the things other people say. I don't know how I know but ... I know.
"If you're not part of the future then get out of the way," says John Mellencamp.
To which I add, "Now! Dammit!"
He's a commerical realitor and we used to do a lot of business together. I bought a very entrepreneual spirit to homelessness and over the years collected and sold lots of buildings. It was great fun and I liked building or renovating them.
It's one of the things that I miss about what I used to do. I like doing deals. Things that aren't suppose to happen can and its a rush when they do!
Then there's the joy of watching someone who doesn't have a place to live or access to health care move in or get treated for the first time.
It's fun creating something out of nothing ... especially when nobody thinks you have a snowballs chance in hell!
Ted Turner recently said that if you're a betting person, ninety percent of all new ventures fail. So if you bet against them you're going to win ninety percent of the time. It's real easy to be a skeptic about someone else doing something."
Everything I've ever done in life people have lined up to bet against me.
So far they've lost.
So here I go again ... starting something new. I believe in it. I know the people I'm working with are the right people. I believe the wind is in our sails and there's smooth sailing ahead. I understand that God is with us.
Oftentimes, the past gets in your way. For a couple of years, it certainly got in mine.
But I'm a believer in the future. I'm a member of the ten percent who believe that dreams comes true in spite of the things other people say. I don't know how I know but ... I know.
"If you're not part of the future then get out of the way," says John Mellencamp.
To which I add, "Now! Dammit!"
Saturday, October 13, 2012
Cat Lady
It's best to be honest about it. If I had a gun I would shoot the cat that is screeching and her owner who is also screeching.
"HERE KITTY, KITTY, KITTY," she yells from her back deck dressed in a faded pink bath robe with cat hair flying around and a blue towel wrapped high on her head.
She looks and sounds like Marge Simpson on meth!
The cat is moaning in the bushes below and obviously not happy that her owner is up and calling for her.
It is a beautiful morning. A northeast ocean breeze blows cool air on a warm day. Leaves dance, choirs of birds sing and a brilliant sun rest in the branches of the Palm Tree with the oyster face, coconut bra and grass skirt. Goddess lovingly snores underneath my feet which dangle from the high top chair on the beloved back deck. Winston, the little gay dog, is quiet and preoccupied licking himself. Sarah is asleep and I sit in thoughtfulness thinking deep things.
Then the cat starts moaning seconds before my neighbor the Cat Lady starts screeching as she is apparently unaware of noise ordinance laws on Tybee Island.
Because I do not own a gun and can't take her out now, I contemplate calling the police. That would be easy. You can get arrested for anything on the island now. It's not like the old days when you really had to try!
Now Tybee is a dichotomy of free spirited loving people and Nazis. The church people mostly get along while the politicians take sides spitting venom at one another. The marsh is changing seasons ... from the brilliant greens that I love to a golden brown that almost looks like a wheat field.
Beauty drips everywhere on a morning that God made just for me.
Until the Cat Lady wakes.
Then Hell comes on earth as it is in ... HELL!
Suddenly I believe in violence, the NRA, carrying concealed and not-so-concealed weapons, Satan and Rush Limbaugh.
Cat Lady sees me sitting here. Goddess growls. Winston, the little gay dog, stops licking himself and growls too assuming the position beside his older sister.
"Good morning," Cat Lady screeches.
I nod and shake my head trying to conjure a response but it just won't come.
She turns and walks back inside leaving a swirling cloud of cat hair.
The cat moans again.
Suddenly, Goddess, Winston the little gay dog and I all feel sorry for the cat.
"HERE KITTY, KITTY, KITTY," she yells from her back deck dressed in a faded pink bath robe with cat hair flying around and a blue towel wrapped high on her head.
She looks and sounds like Marge Simpson on meth!
The cat is moaning in the bushes below and obviously not happy that her owner is up and calling for her.
It is a beautiful morning. A northeast ocean breeze blows cool air on a warm day. Leaves dance, choirs of birds sing and a brilliant sun rest in the branches of the Palm Tree with the oyster face, coconut bra and grass skirt. Goddess lovingly snores underneath my feet which dangle from the high top chair on the beloved back deck. Winston, the little gay dog, is quiet and preoccupied licking himself. Sarah is asleep and I sit in thoughtfulness thinking deep things.
Then the cat starts moaning seconds before my neighbor the Cat Lady starts screeching as she is apparently unaware of noise ordinance laws on Tybee Island.
Because I do not own a gun and can't take her out now, I contemplate calling the police. That would be easy. You can get arrested for anything on the island now. It's not like the old days when you really had to try!
Now Tybee is a dichotomy of free spirited loving people and Nazis. The church people mostly get along while the politicians take sides spitting venom at one another. The marsh is changing seasons ... from the brilliant greens that I love to a golden brown that almost looks like a wheat field.
Beauty drips everywhere on a morning that God made just for me.
Until the Cat Lady wakes.
Then Hell comes on earth as it is in ... HELL!
Suddenly I believe in violence, the NRA, carrying concealed and not-so-concealed weapons, Satan and Rush Limbaugh.
Cat Lady sees me sitting here. Goddess growls. Winston, the little gay dog, stops licking himself and growls too assuming the position beside his older sister.
"Good morning," Cat Lady screeches.
I nod and shake my head trying to conjure a response but it just won't come.
She turns and walks back inside leaving a swirling cloud of cat hair.
The cat moans again.
Suddenly, Goddess, Winston the little gay dog and I all feel sorry for the cat.
Friday, October 12, 2012
Let Us Tell It
Up until now I've had three jobs in my career. I fell into the first one when I was in Seminary and became pastor of a church that nobody wanted. In Louisville's inner city, the congregation consisted of three little old ladies who were too tired to go looking for a proper minister so they chose me.
"We want you to be our minister," Buna Wynn told me with a Bible in one hand and a Maxwell House coffee can in the other.
"I don't want to be," I replied wearing blue jeans and a football jersey.
"Tough," she shot back spitting tobacco juice into the can.
"I've never preached a sermon," I protested.
"Can't be any worse than some of the crap we've already had to sit through," she answered while putting one hand on the butcher knife she kept in her apron.
"OK," I said and that's how I became a professional Christian.
Eight years later I left in controversy but the church was strong with hundreds coming every day for something and there was money in the bank.
Then I was the Executive Director of the Louisville Coalition for the Homeless. I hated it. It was mostly administrative and sitting in meetings with government people which is like spending your entire day listening to a Vice-Presidential debate. You're ready to slit wrists!
Rather than resign my son and I got in a terrible wreck in another state and never went back.
After that I was President of Union Mission for a couple of decades. We did a lot of good stuff, became a multi-million dollar company and was widely recognized as the best and most efficient homeless program in the nation.
It was fun until one day it wasn't anymore. I gave it everything I had and they took it so I left ... and went to work on me.
Over the past couple of years, I've piddled in other things. I consulted and got to hang out with all of the other consultants in airports. That was nice.
I spent several months helping the Street Medicine Institute get its act together spending most of my time with the famous Dr. Jim Withers in airports and hotel rooms when we weren't in the woods or under bridges where too many Americans live.
It's one of the reasons I love America. We build bridges so that people can have a roof over their head. We're very economical that way.
Now it's time to get back to what I do best ... helping others help themselves. With great partners we're launching a new company ... Let Us Tell It. Check it out at www.letustellit.com, on Facebook, Twitter, LinkedIn, Youtube or by staring at the stars at night.
I woke up early today, excited about all of the things I need to get done. Staring at the stars while hot water rained on me in the outdoor shower, I felt good.
And for the first time in a long time ... ready to get to work.
"We want you to be our minister," Buna Wynn told me with a Bible in one hand and a Maxwell House coffee can in the other.
"I don't want to be," I replied wearing blue jeans and a football jersey.
"Tough," she shot back spitting tobacco juice into the can.
"I've never preached a sermon," I protested.
"Can't be any worse than some of the crap we've already had to sit through," she answered while putting one hand on the butcher knife she kept in her apron.
"OK," I said and that's how I became a professional Christian.
Eight years later I left in controversy but the church was strong with hundreds coming every day for something and there was money in the bank.
Then I was the Executive Director of the Louisville Coalition for the Homeless. I hated it. It was mostly administrative and sitting in meetings with government people which is like spending your entire day listening to a Vice-Presidential debate. You're ready to slit wrists!
Rather than resign my son and I got in a terrible wreck in another state and never went back.
After that I was President of Union Mission for a couple of decades. We did a lot of good stuff, became a multi-million dollar company and was widely recognized as the best and most efficient homeless program in the nation.
It was fun until one day it wasn't anymore. I gave it everything I had and they took it so I left ... and went to work on me.
Over the past couple of years, I've piddled in other things. I consulted and got to hang out with all of the other consultants in airports. That was nice.
I spent several months helping the Street Medicine Institute get its act together spending most of my time with the famous Dr. Jim Withers in airports and hotel rooms when we weren't in the woods or under bridges where too many Americans live.
It's one of the reasons I love America. We build bridges so that people can have a roof over their head. We're very economical that way.
Now it's time to get back to what I do best ... helping others help themselves. With great partners we're launching a new company ... Let Us Tell It. Check it out at www.letustellit.com, on Facebook, Twitter, LinkedIn, Youtube or by staring at the stars at night.
I woke up early today, excited about all of the things I need to get done. Staring at the stars while hot water rained on me in the outdoor shower, I felt good.
And for the first time in a long time ... ready to get to work.
Thursday, October 11, 2012
Lost Connections ... Found!
"Sometimes your critics compliment you more than your friends," says my former Professor Glenn Hinson.
It's one of those lines that make you stop and ponder it even though it sits in middle of a paragraph about other things. Then again Glenn has an incredible gift of saying or writing something that grabs you by the throat and doesn't let you go.
I've collected my fair share of critics over the years and they remain an active lot.
I owe them a lot too I suppose.
My first YouTube video was done by Clara Mae Curry during which she rips me a new one. Sitting in Forsyth Park, dressed for Church and sitting as though on a pew, she tells the universe that "Micheal Elliott is not the great I AM. Micheal Elliott is not God. Micheal Elliott is not Jesus and Micheal Elliott couldn't hold the staff of Moses."
There's a lot of other stuff I can't do either.
It's pretty good!
You can YouTube it and see for yourself.
These days though you have to work your way down the list to find Clara's "testimony." There's a bunch of videos of me and they likely wouldn't be there if she hadn't taken the initiative to tell the world what a lousy person I am.
I thanked her once, when she'd called the press and getting mad at them when they refused to interview her. She was carrying a sign outside my office proclaiming, "Micheal Elliott eats well but others don't!"
The reporter stuck a microphone in front of my face when I walked up demanding to know what I had to say to Mrs. Curry?
Clara looked at me with anticipation.
"Well," I said unprepared for the interview. "She's absolutely right. It's hard to argue with that. I do eat better than most of the world. Famine is everywhere. People go hungry. Thank you Clara for bringing this matter to light."
The reporter and Clara looked deflated as I strolled back to my office.
The reporter got in her car and left but Clara, God Bless Her, spent another two hours marching up and down the sidewalk letting the world know what she thought.
That was a decade ago.
Whenever I miss Clara ... or get to thinking too much about myself ... I just YouTube me and she's right there reminding me that I'm not all that.
It's one of those lines that make you stop and ponder it even though it sits in middle of a paragraph about other things. Then again Glenn has an incredible gift of saying or writing something that grabs you by the throat and doesn't let you go.
I've collected my fair share of critics over the years and they remain an active lot.
I owe them a lot too I suppose.
My first YouTube video was done by Clara Mae Curry during which she rips me a new one. Sitting in Forsyth Park, dressed for Church and sitting as though on a pew, she tells the universe that "Micheal Elliott is not the great I AM. Micheal Elliott is not God. Micheal Elliott is not Jesus and Micheal Elliott couldn't hold the staff of Moses."
There's a lot of other stuff I can't do either.
It's pretty good!
You can YouTube it and see for yourself.
These days though you have to work your way down the list to find Clara's "testimony." There's a bunch of videos of me and they likely wouldn't be there if she hadn't taken the initiative to tell the world what a lousy person I am.
I thanked her once, when she'd called the press and getting mad at them when they refused to interview her. She was carrying a sign outside my office proclaiming, "Micheal Elliott eats well but others don't!"
The reporter stuck a microphone in front of my face when I walked up demanding to know what I had to say to Mrs. Curry?
Clara looked at me with anticipation.
"Well," I said unprepared for the interview. "She's absolutely right. It's hard to argue with that. I do eat better than most of the world. Famine is everywhere. People go hungry. Thank you Clara for bringing this matter to light."
The reporter and Clara looked deflated as I strolled back to my office.
The reporter got in her car and left but Clara, God Bless Her, spent another two hours marching up and down the sidewalk letting the world know what she thought.
That was a decade ago.
Whenever I miss Clara ... or get to thinking too much about myself ... I just YouTube me and she's right there reminding me that I'm not all that.
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Life's erosion
The tide rolls out having engulfed the beach, sucking in sand, cigarette butts, plastic bottle tops and discarded clothing from last night's lovers in the sand.
The sea will accept these things or it won't.
It cuts both ways.
Sand builds bars while reducing the beach.
Cigarettes are swallowed so fish can eat them, grow sick and die.
Plastic kills most everything it floats near in the water ... in multiple ways and the most gruesome of fashions.
Panties, bras, briefs and boxers roll around the ocean floor collecting sand and living things until the motion wears them down.
Thankfully, the tide also rolls in bringing some of these things back as sand is spit back to the beach.
Cigarette butts are neatly lined at the high water mark for volunteers to pick up or to be swallowed again by the sea.
Bottle caps and plastic are far less common to be washed back as they are eaten, mistaken for common food.
Dirty underwear rests there too, now drying in the sun.
Such is erosion on the beach.
Such is erosion in life ... friendships come and go ... mean unpleasantness is stomached and spit out ... after being discarded by trusted ones you are picked up by the unexpected ... and sooner or later in life, each of our secrets are laid bare for all to see.
Yesterday a friend of mine was treated horribly and called out for help. It was mean and unexpected leaving him hurt and angry. Then his adversary, or Satan in its original language, called and said it was a mistake. He was needed after all. Would he please just pretend it did't happen?
It's funny stuff ... the give and take of life ... what people do to one another ... the constant dance of drunks and thieves with the Holy and Pius ... the haves and the have not's ... Sinners and Saints ... the ascending and the fallen.
I stand with my feet in the ocean a lot. Staring out into the magnificence of the sea, turning my back on all of the things people do to one another so I can keep believing in better things like ... righteousness ... good ... equality ... acceptance ... purity.
Then I turn around and see how far we've fallen.
The sea will accept these things or it won't.
It cuts both ways.
Sand builds bars while reducing the beach.
Cigarettes are swallowed so fish can eat them, grow sick and die.
Plastic kills most everything it floats near in the water ... in multiple ways and the most gruesome of fashions.
Panties, bras, briefs and boxers roll around the ocean floor collecting sand and living things until the motion wears them down.
Thankfully, the tide also rolls in bringing some of these things back as sand is spit back to the beach.
Cigarette butts are neatly lined at the high water mark for volunteers to pick up or to be swallowed again by the sea.
Bottle caps and plastic are far less common to be washed back as they are eaten, mistaken for common food.
Dirty underwear rests there too, now drying in the sun.
Such is erosion on the beach.
Such is erosion in life ... friendships come and go ... mean unpleasantness is stomached and spit out ... after being discarded by trusted ones you are picked up by the unexpected ... and sooner or later in life, each of our secrets are laid bare for all to see.
Yesterday a friend of mine was treated horribly and called out for help. It was mean and unexpected leaving him hurt and angry. Then his adversary, or Satan in its original language, called and said it was a mistake. He was needed after all. Would he please just pretend it did't happen?
It's funny stuff ... the give and take of life ... what people do to one another ... the constant dance of drunks and thieves with the Holy and Pius ... the haves and the have not's ... Sinners and Saints ... the ascending and the fallen.
I stand with my feet in the ocean a lot. Staring out into the magnificence of the sea, turning my back on all of the things people do to one another so I can keep believing in better things like ... righteousness ... good ... equality ... acceptance ... purity.
Then I turn around and see how far we've fallen.
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
A Normal Encounter with the Past
Gliding through the produce section of Publix with a bouquet of flowers in the cart, he smiled and called my name a half second before I smiled and called his. Lugging a case of water to where I stood we warmly shook hands and immediately fell into conversation catching each other up.
It's been three years since I was at the Georgia State Capitol for a meeting he was hosting on my behalf. Several Department Heads sat scattered around the heavy oak table. Though they were busy running their various departments none were in a position to decline an invitation from the State's Chief Operations Officer. That's what Jim Lintz did three years ago.
I was still at Union Mission, had taken our key staff to the meeting. It was a debriefing over the failure of a behavioral health collaborative that tried to privatize services for the mentally ill. It ended up being too much change at once for a state bureaucracy and too overwhelming for us to manage.
We were meeting to pick up the pieces while planning for another try.
Jim had been instrumental in it all and there are several things I remember about the meeting. Minutes before I entered the room I got notice that a divorce I didn't ask for was finalized. Talk about taking the steam out of your sails.
But I threw myself into the moment, worked the room like a man on a mission and we walked away with pledges of new commitments and some patched up alliances.
Then I went and got drunk.
It was soon afterwards that my time with Union Mission ended. While I licked my wounds there was no reason for me to log countless hours at the Capitol, visit Jim or spend more nights in Atlanta.
I retreated to the Beach and a tight group of friends and family.
But it was good to see Jim yesterday. He laughed at my ear ring, long hair, Marlin Monroe's tee shirt and black running shorts. I told him he looked as stately as he ever did with a perfect white hair, starched shirt and creased pants.
We talked for fifteen minutes or so, smiled a lot, and congratulated one another on the good things we'd done. Then we slid back into the present ... he as a semi-retired Life Coach and me as a Beach Bum writer with big plans.
"See you on the beach," he said as I rolled my cart towards the check out lane.
"It's better than your office at the Capitol," I replied.
"It is," he said flashing his million dollar smile.
It's been three years since I was at the Georgia State Capitol for a meeting he was hosting on my behalf. Several Department Heads sat scattered around the heavy oak table. Though they were busy running their various departments none were in a position to decline an invitation from the State's Chief Operations Officer. That's what Jim Lintz did three years ago.
I was still at Union Mission, had taken our key staff to the meeting. It was a debriefing over the failure of a behavioral health collaborative that tried to privatize services for the mentally ill. It ended up being too much change at once for a state bureaucracy and too overwhelming for us to manage.
We were meeting to pick up the pieces while planning for another try.
Jim had been instrumental in it all and there are several things I remember about the meeting. Minutes before I entered the room I got notice that a divorce I didn't ask for was finalized. Talk about taking the steam out of your sails.
But I threw myself into the moment, worked the room like a man on a mission and we walked away with pledges of new commitments and some patched up alliances.
Then I went and got drunk.
It was soon afterwards that my time with Union Mission ended. While I licked my wounds there was no reason for me to log countless hours at the Capitol, visit Jim or spend more nights in Atlanta.
I retreated to the Beach and a tight group of friends and family.
But it was good to see Jim yesterday. He laughed at my ear ring, long hair, Marlin Monroe's tee shirt and black running shorts. I told him he looked as stately as he ever did with a perfect white hair, starched shirt and creased pants.
We talked for fifteen minutes or so, smiled a lot, and congratulated one another on the good things we'd done. Then we slid back into the present ... he as a semi-retired Life Coach and me as a Beach Bum writer with big plans.
"See you on the beach," he said as I rolled my cart towards the check out lane.
"It's better than your office at the Capitol," I replied.
"It is," he said flashing his million dollar smile.
Monday, October 8, 2012
I Lost Monday
I do not care for this weather.
The temperature has dropped twenty degrees since yesterday. It is so chilly that I have to wear a Full Moon Party tee shirt and black running shorts as I sit on the Beloved Back Deck. This just sucks!
On the other hand, yesterday was stunningly beautiful! Sarah and I strolled down the beach to Marlin Monroe's to hook up with friends and listen to Michael Moody play good music. Julia-just-Julia was there along with Essie, O Johnny (not to be confused with Johnny O) and of course Roma.
There was even a guest appearance by Sugar Britches who once lost her belly button. But Johnny O found it on his porch so everything turned out alright.
Afterwards, we strolled back down the beach to our house. It was gorgeous! The setting sun sprinkled diamonds on the ocean, families played in the surf and lovers made their way to the sand dunes. At home we had dinner with the doors and windows open and throughout the evening I'd wander out into the night to gaze at the stars and give thanks to the moon. Clothing was optional.
This morning when I stumbled down the stares carrying Winston, the little gay dog, to the outdoor shower, a chilly breeze blew off the ocean. Standing under the hot water raining down upon me, I realized that the Cat Lady has all of her windows shut. No wonder I haven't heard her in a while. She is my next-door-neighbor and collects feral cats for a living. Throughout the day and night she steps onto her deck to screech, "HERE KITTY, KITTY, KITTY."
She makes you believe in owning a bazooka.
As I stood there waking up, I realized the change in temperature. My first words of the day were "Holy Shit!"
So I figure this is a lost Monday. It's just not worth it when you have to fight off the cold like this.
I know, I know ... a lot of you crazy people like cooler weather. You like to wear clothes and stuff like that. Sweaters are some of your favorite things.
Many of my crazier friends actually choose to live in places where jackets and boots are the norm right now. These are Monday People! They make absolutely no sense and are the main reason the country has gone to hell.
Well, they can have it!
I'm losing this Monday!
Hmmmmm ... Sarah's still in bed.
I love it when a plan comes together.
The temperature has dropped twenty degrees since yesterday. It is so chilly that I have to wear a Full Moon Party tee shirt and black running shorts as I sit on the Beloved Back Deck. This just sucks!
On the other hand, yesterday was stunningly beautiful! Sarah and I strolled down the beach to Marlin Monroe's to hook up with friends and listen to Michael Moody play good music. Julia-just-Julia was there along with Essie, O Johnny (not to be confused with Johnny O) and of course Roma.
There was even a guest appearance by Sugar Britches who once lost her belly button. But Johnny O found it on his porch so everything turned out alright.
Afterwards, we strolled back down the beach to our house. It was gorgeous! The setting sun sprinkled diamonds on the ocean, families played in the surf and lovers made their way to the sand dunes. At home we had dinner with the doors and windows open and throughout the evening I'd wander out into the night to gaze at the stars and give thanks to the moon. Clothing was optional.
This morning when I stumbled down the stares carrying Winston, the little gay dog, to the outdoor shower, a chilly breeze blew off the ocean. Standing under the hot water raining down upon me, I realized that the Cat Lady has all of her windows shut. No wonder I haven't heard her in a while. She is my next-door-neighbor and collects feral cats for a living. Throughout the day and night she steps onto her deck to screech, "HERE KITTY, KITTY, KITTY."
She makes you believe in owning a bazooka.
As I stood there waking up, I realized the change in temperature. My first words of the day were "Holy Shit!"
So I figure this is a lost Monday. It's just not worth it when you have to fight off the cold like this.
I know, I know ... a lot of you crazy people like cooler weather. You like to wear clothes and stuff like that. Sweaters are some of your favorite things.
Many of my crazier friends actually choose to live in places where jackets and boots are the norm right now. These are Monday People! They make absolutely no sense and are the main reason the country has gone to hell.
Well, they can have it!
I'm losing this Monday!
Hmmmmm ... Sarah's still in bed.
I love it when a plan comes together.
Sunday, October 7, 2012
Reservations for Sunday
"So I'm lying here staring at the ceiling tiles and I'm thinking about what to think about. Just listening and relistening to Smiley Smile and I wonder if this is some kind of creative drought."
Its one of my favorite lines from a song by the Barenaked Ladies. The famous Beach Boy Brian Wilson is lying in bed, when he's not playing in the sand box that he had built in his living room. He' just experienced a nervous breakdown after trying to compete with The Beatles as they released Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band. Brian was writing Smile as the follow up to their album Pet Sounds which is considered one of the greatest of all time but he hit a wall and never finished it.
His mental health deteriorated, he withdrew from the public and it took him years to get over it.
I understand.
I've done lots of cool things, been to fantastic places, met incredible people, achieved virtually all of my goals and won many awards.
The cool things are memories now. So are the places. Most of the people are busy with their own lives and we can look one another up on the Internet if we miss the friendship we used to share. The accomplishments are not as important as they once were and the awards are in boxes at my Mother's house.
Well, Cassidy does have this silver plate with my name engraved on it to serve her Barbie dolls food. I got it a few weeks ago in Memphis for stuff I used to do and she asked me if she could have it. She's having more fun with it than I ever will.
I have been to the mountain top ... and it's not all that.
It's mostly occupied by people who believe they're better than anyone else. The live in gated communities and private clubs. I once longed to be one of them and then I was and now I don't care anymore.
As I age certain things are becoming more precious. This wonderful island I live on remains The Promised Land. The Carnival of Friends may as well be The Beloved Community. Sarah is love personified. The kids are the joy of life and the girls are unexpected blessings. The things I believe are not as many as they used to be.
Sometimes I stare at Goddess, the dog who has shared the pleasure and the pain with me, as she sleeps at my feet. I thank God she's still has time with me and I'm already fearful of the day she dies.
Winston, the little gay dog, prances around bringing his own joy of life into our house.
But I know nothing last forever. Goddess will indeed die and my heart will break again and I will sob uncontrollably. I've done that before and as sad as it is, I'll do it again.
In the meantime I'm hugging my dog and friend on this wonderful warm and Sunday morning. Then I'm going to wake Sarah with kisses. And I want to talk to the kids today. Mom's coming home and I want to talk to her too. And the girls are all up to something. And Winston the little gay dog, will make me verbalize his family lineage.
Sunday is reserved for these things.
Its one of my favorite lines from a song by the Barenaked Ladies. The famous Beach Boy Brian Wilson is lying in bed, when he's not playing in the sand box that he had built in his living room. He' just experienced a nervous breakdown after trying to compete with The Beatles as they released Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band. Brian was writing Smile as the follow up to their album Pet Sounds which is considered one of the greatest of all time but he hit a wall and never finished it.
His mental health deteriorated, he withdrew from the public and it took him years to get over it.
I understand.
I've done lots of cool things, been to fantastic places, met incredible people, achieved virtually all of my goals and won many awards.
The cool things are memories now. So are the places. Most of the people are busy with their own lives and we can look one another up on the Internet if we miss the friendship we used to share. The accomplishments are not as important as they once were and the awards are in boxes at my Mother's house.
Well, Cassidy does have this silver plate with my name engraved on it to serve her Barbie dolls food. I got it a few weeks ago in Memphis for stuff I used to do and she asked me if she could have it. She's having more fun with it than I ever will.
I have been to the mountain top ... and it's not all that.
It's mostly occupied by people who believe they're better than anyone else. The live in gated communities and private clubs. I once longed to be one of them and then I was and now I don't care anymore.
As I age certain things are becoming more precious. This wonderful island I live on remains The Promised Land. The Carnival of Friends may as well be The Beloved Community. Sarah is love personified. The kids are the joy of life and the girls are unexpected blessings. The things I believe are not as many as they used to be.
Sometimes I stare at Goddess, the dog who has shared the pleasure and the pain with me, as she sleeps at my feet. I thank God she's still has time with me and I'm already fearful of the day she dies.
Winston, the little gay dog, prances around bringing his own joy of life into our house.
But I know nothing last forever. Goddess will indeed die and my heart will break again and I will sob uncontrollably. I've done that before and as sad as it is, I'll do it again.
In the meantime I'm hugging my dog and friend on this wonderful warm and Sunday morning. Then I'm going to wake Sarah with kisses. And I want to talk to the kids today. Mom's coming home and I want to talk to her too. And the girls are all up to something. And Winston the little gay dog, will make me verbalize his family lineage.
Sunday is reserved for these things.
Saturday, October 6, 2012
Dancing through debauchery
Sarah and I danced on the stage oblivious to most everyone else. Stars twinkled above the ocean, an almost full moon slowly rolled across the black night and children played with glow sticks of every color on the beach. The band was rocking, playing Beach Music and friends darted in and out of our personal space. We enjoyed them but we mostly enjoyed each other, copping occasional feels and sharing sensual smiles.
Our bicycles were somewhere on Tybrisa Street, probably getting drunk listening to the Samuel Adams Band, who play really damn good live music on Tybee Island. Later we'll go collect them and get them home.
I hoped and prayed that they hadn't hooked up with Whitley Reynolds' bike because that is one drunk ass bicycle and it often leads others astray!
We were surrounded by Pirates, drinking Grog and most everything else imaginable. Buxom wenches busting out of their clothes, obviously proud of enhancement surgery wandered around with attorneys and account executives dressed as swashbucklers.
Everyone was enjoying debauchery .... except for Erica Backus who was working her ass off. Then again, she is incredible.
No one cared though.
We were really into debauchery!
Tybee does debauchery very well.
I think per capita, we have more on this island than anywhere else in the world. I'll have to ask Joanie Woodcock if this is true.
The fact of the matter is that it was a perfect night on the island. Waves gently kissed the shore. People smiled. Music ascending to heaven. God rained beauty in the stars. Laughter erupted and dolphins smiled.
And Sarah and I just danced.
Our bicycles were somewhere on Tybrisa Street, probably getting drunk listening to the Samuel Adams Band, who play really damn good live music on Tybee Island. Later we'll go collect them and get them home.
I hoped and prayed that they hadn't hooked up with Whitley Reynolds' bike because that is one drunk ass bicycle and it often leads others astray!
We were surrounded by Pirates, drinking Grog and most everything else imaginable. Buxom wenches busting out of their clothes, obviously proud of enhancement surgery wandered around with attorneys and account executives dressed as swashbucklers.
Everyone was enjoying debauchery .... except for Erica Backus who was working her ass off. Then again, she is incredible.
No one cared though.
We were really into debauchery!
Tybee does debauchery very well.
I think per capita, we have more on this island than anywhere else in the world. I'll have to ask Joanie Woodcock if this is true.
The fact of the matter is that it was a perfect night on the island. Waves gently kissed the shore. People smiled. Music ascending to heaven. God rained beauty in the stars. Laughter erupted and dolphins smiled.
And Sarah and I just danced.
Friday, October 5, 2012
LinkedIn and ME
"Attorney seeking litigation employment" her description reads.
Is that social media's version of attorney chasing ambulances?
I was on LinkedIn searching my connections which is the modern version of flipping through old High School Annuals to see who is still your friend. Instead of passing a note in class ... "Do you like me? Check one: Yes, no, or maybe" ... in today's world you just click connect and the invitation is sent on your behalf.
Then you move on to the next page of possibilities.
As you do this a couple of things jump out at you. Half of the people are "Bubble Heads" meaning there's no picture beside your name and what you do so ... there's no YOU!
You look like an air head because you're just a cartoon!
The possible connections of people who have photographs beside their name and occupation at least gives the impression that they know what the hell they're doing ... even if they are the most incompetent employed person in the universe (Congress comes to mind).
The Bubble Heads ... not so much.
LinkedIn is the gated community of social media. It is reserved for the professionals and only professional stuff needs to take place on it. Like the above referenced attorney who seeks litigation employment!
It's the Yuppie version of Facebook.
You're not supposed to cuss or YELL on it.
What's great about though is it allows you to collect your friends without actually having to be with them. You merely click "connect" and they hit "accept" ... or they don't.
When they don't you give them the benefit of the doubt. She's an idiot who has a LinkedIn account but never checks it. No wonder she's a Bubble Head.
Then the dread of rejection creeps in. "What if she is checking it? She sees its me? She doesn't want to connect even doesn't she has to see or talk to me! OMG!"
To which I say, "Fuck em!"
Move on. If someone who had time for you before doesn't have time for you now, even if it is only a nano-second and no real interaction is involved, they should just go enjoy Hell now!
I don't need them anyway.
I've got this wonderful collection of friends and business associates that I never have to communicate with.
Could it get any better?
Is that social media's version of attorney chasing ambulances?
I was on LinkedIn searching my connections which is the modern version of flipping through old High School Annuals to see who is still your friend. Instead of passing a note in class ... "Do you like me? Check one: Yes, no, or maybe" ... in today's world you just click connect and the invitation is sent on your behalf.
Then you move on to the next page of possibilities.
As you do this a couple of things jump out at you. Half of the people are "Bubble Heads" meaning there's no picture beside your name and what you do so ... there's no YOU!
You look like an air head because you're just a cartoon!
The possible connections of people who have photographs beside their name and occupation at least gives the impression that they know what the hell they're doing ... even if they are the most incompetent employed person in the universe (Congress comes to mind).
The Bubble Heads ... not so much.
LinkedIn is the gated community of social media. It is reserved for the professionals and only professional stuff needs to take place on it. Like the above referenced attorney who seeks litigation employment!
It's the Yuppie version of Facebook.
You're not supposed to cuss or YELL on it.
What's great about though is it allows you to collect your friends without actually having to be with them. You merely click "connect" and they hit "accept" ... or they don't.
When they don't you give them the benefit of the doubt. She's an idiot who has a LinkedIn account but never checks it. No wonder she's a Bubble Head.
Then the dread of rejection creeps in. "What if she is checking it? She sees its me? She doesn't want to connect even doesn't she has to see or talk to me! OMG!"
To which I say, "Fuck em!"
Move on. If someone who had time for you before doesn't have time for you now, even if it is only a nano-second and no real interaction is involved, they should just go enjoy Hell now!
I don't need them anyway.
I've got this wonderful collection of friends and business associates that I never have to communicate with.
Could it get any better?
Thursday, October 4, 2012
Life Without A Net
A shrimp boat lay on its side with the hull hugging the marsh grass as the stern obviously takes on water. The door to the cabin is open and salt water pours inside. All of the colors are brilliant! The green of the marsh, the sun kissed sea, a clear blue sky and a white boat. It would make a lovely painting and a beautiful picture.
It's a shame its a tragedy!
Someone's livelihood is sinking and dreams are drowning. Nets that used to drag the bottom now rest there permanently. Fish once caught will now have a new home while a Captain has no catch.
Back on the mainland, creditors howl, customers quickly find a new supplier and nobody eating shrimp tonight really gives a damn where it comes from.
The Captain has to tell his family, if he has one anymore, there is no more income. There's only left over debts. If he's lucky, his family left him a long time ago as he gave his life to the sea. Maybe there's another boat he can crew until he gets enough money to buy a new boat and start over ... again.
One of the things about living on Tybee Island is the beauty of the shrimp boats. They still take my breath away. Over the decades though I've witnessed and learned the horror of when they sink.
It's a hard life on a shrimp boat but the job has its perks. Most every sunrise is a painting. You're one with the sea. Blood mixes with salt. You live a dream.
Unlike shrimp boats, life doesn't come with a net. I certainly never knew mine would have its fair share of wreckage. Marriages, jobs I'd devoted myself to, friendships I believed would last forever and dreams that went away rest at the bottom of the sea. There were certainly times when I thought that's where I was headed.
But I'm still here keeping my head above water. Sailing towards the sun, catching new friends, finding out new things about myself and looking forward to tomorrow. My faith has been restored though I now know everything there is to about crucifixion. I believe in angels. The dead do come back. As bad as things were, God is good.
When I look back over my shoulder I see a calm blue ocean under a clear blue sky. But I know what lays underneath ... the wreckage that got me this far. There's no going back to any of it. Who would want to?
Diamonds are sprinkled on the sea. Dolphins smile as they glide beside me. Seagulls sing. My lungs are full of salt air. The only thing that matters is what my life hauls in today.
It's a shame its a tragedy!
Someone's livelihood is sinking and dreams are drowning. Nets that used to drag the bottom now rest there permanently. Fish once caught will now have a new home while a Captain has no catch.
Back on the mainland, creditors howl, customers quickly find a new supplier and nobody eating shrimp tonight really gives a damn where it comes from.
The Captain has to tell his family, if he has one anymore, there is no more income. There's only left over debts. If he's lucky, his family left him a long time ago as he gave his life to the sea. Maybe there's another boat he can crew until he gets enough money to buy a new boat and start over ... again.
One of the things about living on Tybee Island is the beauty of the shrimp boats. They still take my breath away. Over the decades though I've witnessed and learned the horror of when they sink.
It's a hard life on a shrimp boat but the job has its perks. Most every sunrise is a painting. You're one with the sea. Blood mixes with salt. You live a dream.
Unlike shrimp boats, life doesn't come with a net. I certainly never knew mine would have its fair share of wreckage. Marriages, jobs I'd devoted myself to, friendships I believed would last forever and dreams that went away rest at the bottom of the sea. There were certainly times when I thought that's where I was headed.
But I'm still here keeping my head above water. Sailing towards the sun, catching new friends, finding out new things about myself and looking forward to tomorrow. My faith has been restored though I now know everything there is to about crucifixion. I believe in angels. The dead do come back. As bad as things were, God is good.
When I look back over my shoulder I see a calm blue ocean under a clear blue sky. But I know what lays underneath ... the wreckage that got me this far. There's no going back to any of it. Who would want to?
Diamonds are sprinkled on the sea. Dolphins smile as they glide beside me. Seagulls sing. My lungs are full of salt air. The only thing that matters is what my life hauls in today.
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
My Fantasy
Some days you just want to sail away.
Grab the wife and kids, stock up with beer and groceries on the House Boat I always meant to buy and head south. Leave the choppy waters and dark clouds of here for the tranquil aqua blues of the French West Indies where it never gets cold, clothing is optional and there's good wine with every meal.
I love the story behind Jimmy Buffet's song "Twelve Volt Man" ... "now I know this Joe down in Mexico, he went there to work on his tan; for years he's been plugged into blenders and songs, they call him the Twelve Volt Man."
Michael Nesmith of The Monkees was in a boat race in Baja when his boat broke in a remote area. While waiting on a rescue team, he ran into an American who had small hut on the beach. The guy fished all day and at night listened to Buffet songs on a tape player rigged up to a generator with a Sears Die Hard battery. He also hooked up to a blender and had boxes of prepackaged Margarita mix from the States. At night, he'd fire everything up and drink, sing and grill fish ... until the battery died. Then it was time to go to bed.
That's what I'm wanting today. The worries of the world have gotten under my skin. Life is too short to spend every moment fretting over where my next pay check is coming from. Health care in America is crazy anyway. Congress is the country's only known native criminal class. There's a Presidential election meaning lesser evils have risen above. Religion is at war with itself. Unemployment is America's highest employment category.
To hell with it!
Let's sail away today.
I know its a fantasy.
Generators run out of gas. Hurricanes prefer the Caribbean as much as I do. Fish don't always bite and beer goes stale. A lot of people choosing the clothing optional option should have stayed inside. Boats are holes in the ocean you throw money down.
But I love this fantasy and I've touched it once or twice and I'm ready for Sarah and the girls to spend quality time with the kids skipping over the ocean like a stone.
Sometimes fantasy just kicks reality's ass.
Today's one of those days.
Grab the wife and kids, stock up with beer and groceries on the House Boat I always meant to buy and head south. Leave the choppy waters and dark clouds of here for the tranquil aqua blues of the French West Indies where it never gets cold, clothing is optional and there's good wine with every meal.
I love the story behind Jimmy Buffet's song "Twelve Volt Man" ... "now I know this Joe down in Mexico, he went there to work on his tan; for years he's been plugged into blenders and songs, they call him the Twelve Volt Man."
Michael Nesmith of The Monkees was in a boat race in Baja when his boat broke in a remote area. While waiting on a rescue team, he ran into an American who had small hut on the beach. The guy fished all day and at night listened to Buffet songs on a tape player rigged up to a generator with a Sears Die Hard battery. He also hooked up to a blender and had boxes of prepackaged Margarita mix from the States. At night, he'd fire everything up and drink, sing and grill fish ... until the battery died. Then it was time to go to bed.
That's what I'm wanting today. The worries of the world have gotten under my skin. Life is too short to spend every moment fretting over where my next pay check is coming from. Health care in America is crazy anyway. Congress is the country's only known native criminal class. There's a Presidential election meaning lesser evils have risen above. Religion is at war with itself. Unemployment is America's highest employment category.
To hell with it!
Let's sail away today.
I know its a fantasy.
Generators run out of gas. Hurricanes prefer the Caribbean as much as I do. Fish don't always bite and beer goes stale. A lot of people choosing the clothing optional option should have stayed inside. Boats are holes in the ocean you throw money down.
But I love this fantasy and I've touched it once or twice and I'm ready for Sarah and the girls to spend quality time with the kids skipping over the ocean like a stone.
Sometimes fantasy just kicks reality's ass.
Today's one of those days.
Tuesday, October 2, 2012
Ketchup ... the spice of life!
I was reviewing my Linkendin contacts while making cinnamon, sugar toast for the first time in a couple of decades. The last time I made it was for Chelsea when she was little and always demanded that I "cut the rine off the bread". I did and she loved it.
Now I'm doing it for Cassidy who is six.
The thing about making Cinnamon, sugar toast while using your computer is that butter and spices get on your keyboard which definitley make communication slower yet somehow sweeter.
While this is taking place Laurel, the eight year old, is chomping down on the cheeseburger she got from the Breakfast Club. She is oblivious to everything going on around her. This is rare as Laurel cannot brush her teeth without talking.
On Tuesdays she goes to the Breakfast Club with me to spend her allowence which she gets on Monday evening. She talks there too and has already become a regular.
Chelsea was a daily regular when she was little and was the first artist who had her work displayed beside the cash register. She colored a picture of the two dogs eating spagetti until they kissed and wrote "Bruce" above one dog and "Kyle" above the other. Bruce, or Bubba, helped found the place, loved Chelsea who loved him though Bruce loved most everybody.
Kyle was Bruce's room mate and a cook at the Club. He never wore underwear. In those days, all cooks wore "whites" ... the Chef uniform with a white coat, white pants, hat if you needed it. (This was before the days of County Health inspections of restaurants where all good Nazis have gone to work while still hiding out.) Whenever Kyle bent over to crack an egg on the grill, his ass would show through the whites as he mooned every customer at the counter.
Ah ... the good old days!
Anyway, Cassidy is loving my Cinnamon, Sugar Toast with no rine, not really cooked but slightly warmed in the oven and then covered in Ketchup. She has three peices and demands more but ... we're out of Ketchup.
I'd forgotten that children cannot eat anything without Ketchup.
We go through a couple of gallons a day at our house.
It is fascinating to watch what they put Ketchup on every night at dinner. Pizza, steak, chicken, vegetables, chocholate chip cookies, popcorn, onion soup and ... lettuce.
It's fascinating.
Of course, I don't eat.
Most of these stories I write have a point.
This one doesn't.
It just is what it is.
Now I'm doing it for Cassidy who is six.
The thing about making Cinnamon, sugar toast while using your computer is that butter and spices get on your keyboard which definitley make communication slower yet somehow sweeter.
While this is taking place Laurel, the eight year old, is chomping down on the cheeseburger she got from the Breakfast Club. She is oblivious to everything going on around her. This is rare as Laurel cannot brush her teeth without talking.
On Tuesdays she goes to the Breakfast Club with me to spend her allowence which she gets on Monday evening. She talks there too and has already become a regular.
Chelsea was a daily regular when she was little and was the first artist who had her work displayed beside the cash register. She colored a picture of the two dogs eating spagetti until they kissed and wrote "Bruce" above one dog and "Kyle" above the other. Bruce, or Bubba, helped found the place, loved Chelsea who loved him though Bruce loved most everybody.
Kyle was Bruce's room mate and a cook at the Club. He never wore underwear. In those days, all cooks wore "whites" ... the Chef uniform with a white coat, white pants, hat if you needed it. (This was before the days of County Health inspections of restaurants where all good Nazis have gone to work while still hiding out.) Whenever Kyle bent over to crack an egg on the grill, his ass would show through the whites as he mooned every customer at the counter.
Ah ... the good old days!
Anyway, Cassidy is loving my Cinnamon, Sugar Toast with no rine, not really cooked but slightly warmed in the oven and then covered in Ketchup. She has three peices and demands more but ... we're out of Ketchup.
I'd forgotten that children cannot eat anything without Ketchup.
We go through a couple of gallons a day at our house.
It is fascinating to watch what they put Ketchup on every night at dinner. Pizza, steak, chicken, vegetables, chocholate chip cookies, popcorn, onion soup and ... lettuce.
It's fascinating.
Of course, I don't eat.
Most of these stories I write have a point.
This one doesn't.
It just is what it is.
Monday, October 1, 2012
Wishing Thanks
We were a terrible class. The teacher often burst into tears when we collectively stormed into the room. She was petite with a pageboy hair cut and black hair. I don't remember her name.
Honestly, I don't remember much anything about her. I do remember her husband. In the eighth grade at Mercer Middle School I owned the universe. I looked cool with long hair that hung over my eyes, a buttoned shirt with the sleeves cut off and blue jeans. Sitting at my desk with feet propped on it, I'd draw in my notebook instead of listen or take notes. I didn't care. We mostly had fun playing paper football, shooting spitballs or trying to make each other laugh. We were loud, disruptive and completely disrespectful. We put a "Whoopie Cushion" in her chair, peanut butter in her drawer, set the trash can on fire and once locked her out of her own room. That's when she cried and we laughed at her through the slit of glass in the door. She literally sat in the hallway floor and sobbed wearing black hose and a yellow dress. It's funny I remember that. The next day there was a man sitting beside her desk. He looked both cool and pissed. He appeared to be a surfer with long sandy blond hair, a Creedance Clearwater Revival tee shirt, blue jeans and sandles on tanned feet. He didn't say anything but just sat there staring at us. He looked pissed. I love a challenge so that was all it took. We elevated terrible to a higher level. He just watched, never saying a word. She would pause and stare at him and he continued to stare mostly ... at me. Ten minutes left before the bell rang and freed us from our boredom, he stood and marched directly to my desk as though military orders had been given. The entire class errupted into silence. Grabbing my arm. his blue eyes stared into mine. "You're a prick," he coldly said. I was horrified and full of embarrassment that he was doing this in front of my friends. "But I want to tell you something," he continued never taking his eyes off of mine or letting my arm go. "You have the ability to lead this class. You need to lead it in the damn right direction. And stop being a prick to my wife." And he left, throwing my arm to the side and walking to our teacher he kissed her, glaring back at me and storming out of the door slamming it behind him. The entire world had stopped spinning. He'd taken all of the air out of the room. She stood there staring at us. We sat there staring at her. Something changed inside of me that day ... at least on the inside. After he left I was the first to throw a spitball but it lacked the bravado it once had. She caught my eyes and I looked away. I'd been humbled. More than four decades later, I can still feel his arm on mine. The intensity of his blue eyes staring remain in front of me. I remember his every word, the aftershave he wore and his warm breath in my ear. I wish I remembered his name ... her name. Everything about who I was changed that day. I'd really like to thank them.
Honestly, I don't remember much anything about her. I do remember her husband. In the eighth grade at Mercer Middle School I owned the universe. I looked cool with long hair that hung over my eyes, a buttoned shirt with the sleeves cut off and blue jeans. Sitting at my desk with feet propped on it, I'd draw in my notebook instead of listen or take notes. I didn't care. We mostly had fun playing paper football, shooting spitballs or trying to make each other laugh. We were loud, disruptive and completely disrespectful. We put a "Whoopie Cushion" in her chair, peanut butter in her drawer, set the trash can on fire and once locked her out of her own room. That's when she cried and we laughed at her through the slit of glass in the door. She literally sat in the hallway floor and sobbed wearing black hose and a yellow dress. It's funny I remember that. The next day there was a man sitting beside her desk. He looked both cool and pissed. He appeared to be a surfer with long sandy blond hair, a Creedance Clearwater Revival tee shirt, blue jeans and sandles on tanned feet. He didn't say anything but just sat there staring at us. He looked pissed. I love a challenge so that was all it took. We elevated terrible to a higher level. He just watched, never saying a word. She would pause and stare at him and he continued to stare mostly ... at me. Ten minutes left before the bell rang and freed us from our boredom, he stood and marched directly to my desk as though military orders had been given. The entire class errupted into silence. Grabbing my arm. his blue eyes stared into mine. "You're a prick," he coldly said. I was horrified and full of embarrassment that he was doing this in front of my friends. "But I want to tell you something," he continued never taking his eyes off of mine or letting my arm go. "You have the ability to lead this class. You need to lead it in the damn right direction. And stop being a prick to my wife." And he left, throwing my arm to the side and walking to our teacher he kissed her, glaring back at me and storming out of the door slamming it behind him. The entire world had stopped spinning. He'd taken all of the air out of the room. She stood there staring at us. We sat there staring at her. Something changed inside of me that day ... at least on the inside. After he left I was the first to throw a spitball but it lacked the bravado it once had. She caught my eyes and I looked away. I'd been humbled. More than four decades later, I can still feel his arm on mine. The intensity of his blue eyes staring remain in front of me. I remember his every word, the aftershave he wore and his warm breath in my ear. I wish I remembered his name ... her name. Everything about who I was changed that day. I'd really like to thank them.
Sunday, September 30, 2012
Where have all the good cops gone?
Goddess is in trouble with the law again.
Winston, the little gay dog, is an accomplice though he may be a perpetrator too.
Over the past week the Tybee Island Police Department have visited the house several times. The first time an officer left a card in the door with a note on the back that read, "Please keep dogs inside or citations will be issued." What's funny is that Goddess and Winston, the little gay dog, were inside the whole time and only let outside with adult supervision.
He noted that the card was left at 1950 hours. I wonder why he wrote that rather 7:30 which is the time it was when he left the card. Did he have miltary backup?
Another hand written note was left by an officer on a ripped out page from a notepad that has somebody else's address on it ... not ours, so I'm wondering who's it for? Am I supposed to deliver it to the address on the note? Tybee doesn't give cops official things to write on? It warns whoever the note is actually intended for that they "are being warned to take care of their nusiance dog."
After that, I get a knock on the door and its Jerry who controls animals on the island. He tells me that I need to shut my windows so my dogs do not bother the neighbors. They are both asleep as he tells me this. None of my neighbors have mentioned anything to us and I explain that. He replies that he's received anonymous calls.
I wonder if its Jerry Rainey.
The next day he returns with a Tybee Island police officer who appears to be twelve. "I stopped by last night and your dog was barking."
"Where were you," I asked.
"In your yard," he said.
'Ah, that's probably why the dog was barking. Did he stop when you left?"
"Yes," he replied not liking the line of questioning.
"That explains that," I conclude.
"We're going to ticket you anyway," he said.
So they wrote me a citation to take Goddess and Winston, the little gay dog, to court next month.
In reading the citation I have grown from 5 feet ten inches tall to 6:1. Apparently I've also moved ten blocks away because the address is wrong.
I wonder who anonymous is as none of my neighbors have mentioned anything to me about the fellons in our house. Sarah looks up the noise ordinance for dogs and there's no way. So Goddess and Winston, the little gay dog, are getting their first attorney.
We have a preponderance of evidence, numerous character references, and first hand knowledge that Goddess smokes dope and sleeps most of the time while Winston, the little gay dog, does Meth and chases himself around the house.
It's a crazy world!
It makes me wonder where have all the good cops gone? Where's Steve Talent? Major Jim Woods? Or the great Tybee Police officer EVER Jimmy Todd? What is the age limit for Tybee cops these days?
Where have good neighbors gone? Those who come over and say, "Hey man your dogs bothering me. Can you do something about it?"
I gotta go. Winston, the little gay dog, is already picking out what he wants to wear to court.
Goddess is snoring beside an ashtray full of buds.
And I googled "Dog Lawyer" and found someone to represent. I was sold when a dog wearing a suit said, "Maybe it's because I'm a dog too but this case looks black and white to me."
Saturday, September 29, 2012
Taking it easy
I've decided to take it easy today. It's been busy like crazy for the past several weeks. Besides Sarah has a new piano and I like lstening to her play, sitting on the Beloved Back deck, having a glass of wine in The Mermaid Lounge while watching Fran's thousand shades of green dance.
The weather is perfect too ... cool enough to have all of the windows open, which I love, but still hot enough to not really worry about clothes.
A bunch of butterfies have escaped from somewhere and are conducting a not-so-hostile take over of Tybee Island. Suddenly, they are everywhere! We have almost as many butterflies as stopsigns on the island. There are five ... yellow, brown and gold, purple ... sitting in the Hibiscus plants right now. They add floating color to the sub-tropical foilage that sprinkles green everywhere on this clump of sand.
A bluebird is sitting in the midst of geraniums that grow in the flower pots that decorate the deck. He seems content though a bit a bit concerned about Winston, the little gay dog, who has stolen a boot from one of Cassidy's several hundred Barbie dolls, and is chewing it while staring at the bird.
I just got off the phone with my son Jeremy who was expecting me to show up in Athens at any minute. Georgia has a home game today and for his entire life that is what we do on Saterdays. But Marie, my brilliant daught-in-law is with him and they had a marvelous night though they're now both in recovery. Chelsea has to work so she's not going to make it either. I haven't heard from Kristen so she may or may not be there.
Laying in bed last night, Sarah rolled over and her hand rested on my chest. It's hard to fall back asleep when that happens. So I didn't.
There are things to do today. Kid things.
Laurel has her first soccer game and she's the only girl on an all boy's team. I feel that I need to show my support against gender descrimination. Besides I can do this while holding Sarah's hand. And if everything goes right she'll be wearing the dress she wore last week to the Georgia game.
I'm trying to tie it all together.
Goddess is snoring at my feet. Winston, the little gay dog, jumps on her face trying to entice her to play. Goddess grows. The Bluebird flies away. Butterflies float. Waves crash in the distance on the shore. Choirs of birds have replaced the Cicada. I whisper a prayer of thanksgiving.
"Dear God, thank you for High Definition television and that Sarah brought a 52 inch screen into our home so that I can watch the Beloved Dawgs of Georgia today."
God doesn't respond.
I take this as a good sign.
Then I go crawl back in bed with Sarah.
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