Fire burns in the Chimenia casting shadows on the wall.
Ocean breezes blow lightly.
Fran's thousand shades of green dance in the dark.
My bare feet dance on the wooden planks of the beloved back deck.
Winston, the little gay dog, prances around my feet.
Goddess snores underneath the fire.
Orion shoots an arrow overhead in a pitch black sky though it is diamonds he is shooting.
Sarah is chasing girls, hair askew, exhausted and ready for bed.
I've just hung up the phone with Jeremy, now back in Athens missing his wife Marie who is in Valdosta so he needed a touch of home.
I'm saying prayers for Bill Berry, not the former drummer for REM but the other one ... the one who has been so instrumental in me turning into me.
An old woman tells her, "Nanci dear, when you are old and your mind has quite forgotten the details, the troubles, the pain and even the soup burning on the stove, your heart will always remember love, if you have opened your heart. What has your heart forgotten? What is it you want? Open your heart to it."
I like that.
Sitting down, I prop my feet on the railing and try to take notice of the things God is up to tonight.
It's extremely warm for January and the forecast calls for it to continue for days.
I sip the wine I'm drinking now wondering what Orion is shooting.
Turning, I look inside the house through the sliding glass doors and Sarah blows me kiss as she falls on the sofa.
My open heart catches it and I turn back to God's holy night for a bit more prayer as Winston, the little gay dog, prances, Goddess snores, the fire glows and the ocean sings an opera.
